FOUND!

After three cold, dark and scary nights out in the world alone, Jenna was found last night!Ā  I cried when I heard the news.

I realize that she’s a dog and a stranger’s dog at that.Ā  But I just kept thinking that if my girl was lost out in the world, I would appreciate every single person’s effort to get her home.Ā  We love the little buggers So Much that knowing they are cold or tired or hungry or scared just rips the heart apart!

Anyway, Grace and I went out right after work to look for Jenna and spent about three hours combing the neighborhood.Ā  Unfortunately it’s a very affluent neighborhood so you can’t really just wander in and out of people’s back yards to check under their decks for the dog.Ā  The yards are enourmous and filled with shrubs and hedges and masses of greenery.Ā  Perfect for a scared dog to hide.

We called it quits around 8 and about 20 minutes after we left, someone in the neighborhood found Jenna in their backyard and called our volunteer.Ā  Unfortunately right then Jenna bolted and ran into the woods.Ā  The two volunteers chased her into the woods for quite a ways and eventually Jenna looked back, saw them and just stopped and layed down so that they could get her.

The reunion with her mom makes me teary eyed to watch. Unfortunately the video is posted in a closed group so I can’t fetch it out to share it here.Ā 

Jenna, just after she’d been found.  Being driven home to her mom!

Jenna, just after she’d been found. Being driven home to her mom!

 

And of course, because nothing ever seems to go smoothly or happen one thing at a time, yesterday Ray called me from the side of the road in the middle of nowhere (from a pay phone…did you know they still had those?!) and told me that the motorhome died and he would have to get it towed back.Ā  Because it’s a motorhome he had to get the semi tow truck as well as a second tow truck as he was pulling our boat with the motorhome.Ā  $750 to tow the motorhome, another $200 to tow the boat, an impound charge for the boat and trailer while they wait for the motorhome to be repaired plus the cost of whatever the repair turns out to be.Ā  Ā Initially he told me that I was going to have to drive 3 hours up to get them and bring them home but very fortunately they changed their minds and decided to wait there with the vehicle while it’s being repaired.Ā  Driving three hours in the dark and then cramming 780 pounds of man (and 80 pounds of Grace since I wasn’t about to leave her home alone) into my little Jetta and driving another three hours back was not my idea of an awesome time!

With a labour dispute looming, we really cannot afford this and so they may be coming home this morning once the motorhome is up and running again.Ā  I’m in a holding pattern to find out…..could be that the repair takes longer or is more involved and then I will have to go and get them.Ā  Hope Not!

Wishing that today is smoother and more stress-free than yesterday!

Missing!

I’ve had a lump in my throat since yesterday morning.Ā  Through the organization that helped us get our dog, I found out about a local lady whose boxer-girl got sprayed by a skunk, spooked and she ran away.Ā  She’s been out on her own 3 nights so far.Ā  She was spotted 4 times yesterday and has had people searching for her as much as possible.Ā  Boxers aren’t made to be out in the world alone, they’re designed to hold down your sofa, drool on your pillow and be touching or laying on their favorite human as much as possible.Ā Ā 

When I get home from work tonight I’m going to feed Grace, pack up some food, treats, spare leash and collar and drive out there to help continue the search for someone else’s fur-baby.Ā  I could not imagine if my Gracie was lost in the world, I would want as many people as possible out helping to look for her.Ā  So the fact that the weather is crap and that this community is 45 minutes away and unfamiliar to me….well, it just doesn’t matter, we’re going.

Any local readers, I’ve included Jenna’s picture and contact number below, please forward, tweet, FB and message.Ā Ā  She’s last been spotted in the area of 22nd & Marine Drive in West Van. She seems to have been spotted mostly in the same area.

604 816 2979

604 816 2979

 

Irritation

I’m going to whine and complain in this post.Ā  Consider yourself warned.

Normally I get home from work every day at about 4:20, give or take a few minutes.Ā  Yesterday I had to stop at the grocery store on my way home and since I was on my motorcycle it took a little longer to get in, grab some veggies, pack them into the bike and get home.Ā  I got home about 5:10.Ā  Before even changing my clothes I started on getting dinner going and making lunches.Ā  At 6:20, we sat down to eat.Ā  At 6:45 we cleaned up and I left the house to take the dog for her walk.Ā  Arriving home at 7:45, I threw a pan of muffins into the oven (I’d made the batter while making dinner) and went outside to water the gardens.Ā  And then?Ā  It’s bedtime.Ā  Ā So how much ā€œspare timeā€ did I have last night?Ā  I guess I had the 20 minutes of garden watering and on a technicality, the hour that I walked the dog (although this isn’t optional so much as a required chore).Ā 

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET ANYTHING DONE WHEN I HAVE EXACTLY 20 MINUTES EVERY NIGHT TO DO IT?!?!Ā  As I was going to bed in order to be up for 4am gym I praised baby Jesus that we don’t have small (or any) children that also need looking after, play, cuddles etc.Ā  Are you kidding me?!

Yesterday I found the link to a very, VERY long article about women, hormones, carbs and stress.Ā  I’m not kidding, it’s 21 pages printed.Ā  It’s long.Ā  And worth every minute that you spend reading it. Ā Ā Go, read it!Ā  Print it to read later!Ā  http://www.stumptuous.com/hormones-homeostasis-and-why-you-probably-need-carbs

It explains so much (and very logically) about how we need time to rest and recover and if you’re living a stressful life (haha, who isn’t?!) that if you want to add another stressor like nutritional deprivation when slashing carbs or calories for weight loss or intense workouts, that you have to either remove another stressor or actively chase rest and recovery.Ā 

My question is, if I am supposed to either remove stress (major labour dispute leading into financial worries…can’t really ā€œremoveā€ that) or actively chase rest and recovery, how am I supposed to do that with 20 minutes a night?!Ā 

I suppose the flip side of this whole whiney, bitching post is that I am very fortunate to have been able to fill my life and time with things that mean something to me.Ā  I spend at least an hour making dinner and lunches every night because the quality and kind of food that we eat is highly valuable to me.Ā  I go to bed at 8:30 every night because going to the gym in the morning is important to me.Ā  I spend an hour walking my dog each evening because I love her and chose to get her and care for her.Ā  Does it bother me that I don’t have more free time?Ā  HIGHLY.Ā  I don’t know what to do about that though because none of the things that currently fill my time are things that I would be willing to do without.Ā  SUGGESTIONS?

I was/am looking forward to next week when all I have to take care of is myself and Grace because Ray will be out of town for 7 days. (And completely out of communication as well which makes me slightly anxious….but I’m trying to ride the ā€œexcited that I get a bunch of time to myselfā€ train instead of hopping off that one and getting onto the ā€œparalyzed with anxiety and fearā€ train.Ā  No one likes that train, it never goes anywhere good!)Ā  Anyway, I had this great feeling like I would be able to get so much done while he’s gone because I don’t have to worry about making anything for dinner besides eggs or a smoothie, 15 minutes, tops!Ā  What I actually see happening is being so exhausted from my regular life that I’m going to spend all the time that he’s gone reading my book and going to bed at 8pm.Ā  LOL!

There was really no point to this post, to be quite honest.Ā  I’m irritated that the rest of my garden isn’t weeded yet, I have plants that HAVE to be transplanted and potted or they’re going to die, seeds have to go in soon or they’ll be too late to harvest this year.Ā  And I have no extra time or energy to do it in. Ā Ā I’m irritated that our house is a mess and that traffic is the shits lately and that Ray is sick.Ā  I’m overall just really irritated.Ā  And I have no time during the week to sip a glass of wine and put my feet up.Ā  Yep.Ā  Irritated.

Sun Baked

I spent the entire blissfully sunny weekend outside.Ā  Every second of it.Ā  I went inside to pee and to sleep, that’s about it.Ā 

Saturday morning I walked my muppet for 5k first thing in the morning before it got too hot out.Ā  I, stupidly, wore a hoodie and nearly died of heat exhaustion about half way.Ā  Sweating out the toxins, I guess!Ā  Ray was out at a meeting so when I got home I continued working on my front flower bed.Ā  Here it is, about 2/3 complete.Ā  I weeded and hand turned the entire thing and then hand churned in some compost.Ā  From where I’m standing taking this picture, there’s about another 8 feet of garden behind me that still needs to be done.Ā  Yipes!Ā  And ps., landscaping is brutally hard work!Ā 

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The garden is going to be a combo veggie garden and perennial flower garden, I just have to get over to the nursery and pick up my plants, maybe this week!

Right around 2pm I called it quits, went inside and showered and then made cocktails!Ā  Fresh mango puree into the bottom of a tall glass, a shot of vodka, then perrier, a splash of coconut water for sweetness and some frozen mango cubes instead of ice.Ā  Delicious!

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While sitting in the warm shade and sipping drinks we decided that it would be nice to have company come and share that with us so we invited Ray’s daughter and husband over for dinner.Ā  I threw together rib eye steaks, a green salad with pine nuts, strawberries and goat cheese and some baked yams and asparagus.Ā  It was so easy and delicious!Ā  They brought their puppy over and the dogs played in the front yard until they were soaked in slobber and sweat.Ā  Good times!

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Saturday night I drank way more than I normally do and today I still don’t feel awesome. Ā I didn’t get drunk, barely even a buzz but the quantity exceeded my norm so my body is in a bit of a revolt.Ā  Lesson learned….pour one big glass of wine and sip slowly!Ā 

Sunday morning we got up bright and early, covered up the front room windows with cardboard and headed out on our motorcycles.Ā  I wasn’t really looking forward to it, all of last year when riding I had high anxiety and really didn’t enjoy myself at all.Ā  But….happily, I guess I turned a corner because it was like last year never happened.Ā  I’m certainly not as fast in the corners as I was a couple years ago but I had no panic, no anxiety and was able to keep up at the speed limit or just above.Ā  And?Ā  I had a blast!Ā  It feels like I just deleted last year from my memory and am picking back up where I was before my car accident.Ā  So much so that I rode my bike to work today and really enjoyed the ride in!Ā  I’m not going to get too cocky though, I need lots of seat-time so I’ll be riding to and from work as much as I possibly can over the next little while!

Ray is cultivating a cold right now, a week before he leaves to go up north fishing in the bush for a week!Ā  I’m staying as far away from him as I can get.Ā  I’m in my zone right now and I do NOT need a cold to derail me.Ā  Plus, he can sleep with the 80 pound furnace that is our dog, I’m going to sleep in the cool, fresh spare room.Ā  Alone!Ā  (Ray was awake coughing most of the night and must’ve been feeling bad for himself because he invited Grace into bed to cuddle with at 2am…..and then she decided to lay cross-wise between us and I woke up at 4am hanging off the side of the bed!)

Happy very sunny Monday.Ā  Wherever you are, I wish you the extraordinary weather that we’re experiencing right now!

UPDATE:Ā  regarding the car accident saga, on Friday when driving home from work I noticed this ā€œsignā€ on a lamp post about 50 feet ahead of where the accident happened.Ā  Driving by you cannot even tell that there is text on the page and with nowhere to pull over (it’s a freeway interchange) a person would have to find somewhere to park and then walk back to read the sign.Ā  Who’s going to do that when they don’t even know what the sign says?! Unfortunately the insurance company is being a douche bag and if the ā€œwitnessā€ gives a sworn statement then they don’t investigate any further, they just believe what they say….because according to the woman I talked to on the phone this morning, ā€œno one has ever lied in the sworn statement before.ā€.Ā  FFS.

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Bullets

Oopsie, got a little busy at work and haven’t been able to post!Ā  I’ve had a few posts rolling around in my head but I honestly just don’t have time to flesh them out so I’m going to give them to you point form!

 

  • PRESSURE:Ā  We rode our motorcycles the other day for the first time this season. Last season I only rode 1000km.Ā  So that means in 18 months, I only rode 1000km.Ā  That equates to less than 15km/week…or 2km/day.Ā  The reason I explain this is because while in years previous, I rode tens of thousands of kilometers each season, I haven’t lately and that means that I’m pretty much back to being green at something I was never experienced with to begin with.Ā  So, off we went on our ride on Tuesday night and I thought I did alright, a little slow and cautious but didn’t crash, didn’t freak myself out.Ā  And at one of the last traffic lights before home, Ray said to me ā€œMan alive, you sure need a lot of work!ā€.Ā  I was completely deflated….and then infuriated!Ā  How dare he knock me down when I’m doing my best at something that is important to us!?Ā  Bugger.

 

  • MONTH OF MAY:Ā  I really like and get value from partitioning off a month and setting out specifics for what I would like to achieve that month.Ā  I’ve declared May as ā€œLean on Mayā€.Ā  I have a whole post written about my goals and actions for May…..but I’m not posting them.Ā  I realize that sharing goals and plans can help them become more achievable….but I’m my own island sometimes so I’ve got the post saved and at the end of May I’ll post what I wanted to do and how I did.Ā  The overall idea is to lose some fat and gain some muscle.Ā  J

 

  • I found out yesterday that the guy who changed lanes into the side of my car waited almost 3 weeks to report his portion of the claim and in that time managed to turn up a ā€œwitnessā€ who will say who-the-hell-knows-what.Ā  The GUY that hit me also miraculously turned into a WOMAN when the report was made to the insurance company.Ā  I have a sneaking suspicion that I’m going to get screwed here.Ā  In related news, today is the one year anniversary of my first car accident which partially totaled me and completely totaled my car.Ā 

 

  • I’m hard at work this morning……..setting up a play-date for my dog.Ā  It’s supposed to be gorgeous tomorrow and Ray has a meeting at 9am so I thought a cruise around the park might be nice and instead of just me taking her, she could run around with her friends!Ā  I’m also hard at work wistfully staring out the window and planning what I’m going to do after work.Ā  The sun comes out and the list of things I want to do to enjoy it is LONG! My list for tonight includes mowing the lawns, weeding the flower bed, dinner and then a later evening dog walk.Ā  Ray’s working until 10 tonight and I’ve only had an hour and a half of sleep between midnight and now so the more I can keep busy, the better off I’ll be!

 

  • Tomorrow after Ray’s meeting we have a plan to go and enjoy the gorgeous weather and get a little riding time in.Ā  I’ll be specifically outlining that any sort of unsupportive comments or pressure will be met with my tail lights as I take myself home and get out the For Sale sign!Ā  I’m not sure if I’m kidding or not.Ā  Ā My bike is gorgeous and I want to love riding it again but the only way that’s going to happen is if I can take my time and work myself through to confidence in my riding again.Ā 

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A Full Weekend

It’s Monday morning and I feel like I’ve been off work for a week, not just the two day weekend.Ā  That’s a nice feeling though, not complaining!Ā  It was much nicer out this weekend than was predicted and we took full advantage!Ā 

Friday night to celebrate the exam being over and passed, we went out for a nice dinner with Ray’s daughter and her husband.Ā  I had an Ahi tuna sandwich but wrapped in lettuce instead of bread, slathered in red pepper relish and guacamole, it was amazing!Ā  Being toast from the week and month previous, I went to bed with Grace almost as soon as we got home from dinner and slept until 9 the next morning.Ā 

Saturday morning I left the comfort of the bed and had a bath in the main bathroom while Ray was showering in the en suite.Ā  And when I got out of the bath, this is what I found:

Grace Bed

She’d kicked all the blankets onto the floor and made herself at home Right. On. My. Pillow.Ā  Frigging spoiled dog!Ā  No shame, either!

Saturday we ran a tonne of errands including jewelry repair, knife sharpening (they sharpened my knife for free…..after I paid $145 for a new chef’s chopping knife to go with the slicing one I already had!), tea purchasing and dirt buying.Ā 

Ray decided that Sunday morning he should get me up earlier so that we would have more day to work with….in theory I agreed with that, but the actual practice of it sucked so he bribed me with breakfast out.Ā  Works every time!Ā  After breakfast we headed home under sunny skies and Ray went and washed the back deck while I spent three hours weeding my front garden.Ā  Three hours….a third of the garden done.Ā  I called it quits and we took our dog and walked 3km up to McDonald’s for smoothies.Ā  I realize that while McD calls them Real Fruit Smoothies, they are probably more crap than fruit….but it’s a nice treat!Ā  Hoofed it back home to find Ray’s daughter had stopped by with her puppy and wanted to go for a walk.Ā  Since Ray’s son was already there the four of us headed out into the park and ended up walking another 4km.Ā  Our dog was pooped by the end of the day….as was I!Ā  3 hours of gardening plus 7km of walking, done for the day!

Ray with our dog, our grand-dog, his daughter and son.

Ray with our dog, our grand-dog, his daughter and son.

This week is supposed to be gorgeous and our plan is to insure my motorcycle, go for a couple evening refresher rides on Tuesday & Wednesday so that on Thursday and Friday when the weather is extra gorgeous, I can ride my bike to work!Ā  Ideally I would like to ride my motorcycle to work at least two days a week through this season, weather permitting.Ā  It’s cheaper on fuel and much more fun than my car!Ā  The only sucky part is having to pack with me a change of clothes for work as well as bundling up for the morning and then finding somewhere to put all those layers for the warm ride home.Ā  Sometimes it feels like more of a pain in the ass than it’s worth!

Anyway, since I try to balance healthy with reality, I need to put the focus back on the ā€œhealthy aspectā€ this month.Ā  It’s not that long until summer when everything gets derailed in favour of sitting on the patio with a cold beverage.Ā  Studying and the stress that came with that is gone now so from now until June my focus is going to be on my fitness and overall health (good sleep, vitamins, hydration).Ā  Ray is going to be gone for a week out of the month and there’s a long weekend coming up and I have some huge plans for that week/weekend, yardwork related.Ā  I’ll have the pickup truck, no one to cook for and no one to tell me they don’t like my yard renovation ideas so I’m going to go gangbusters!Ā  Can’t wait!Ā  Were there a certain family member who reads this blog who wanted to come out on May 18th and get some good, natural exercise digging, raking, pulling, pruning and shoveling, Ā in exchange for some sort of lunch or dinner, that would be great!Ā  Hint-hint-hintĀ  ;)

That’s it for me today, it’s a Monday, I’d rather be home digging in the dirt than sitting at a desk indoors……..so I’ll dig when I get home, dinner is made and in the fridge marinating, just has to be pan fried!

Phew!

I wrote my theory exam last night and upon handing it in felt a weight lift off my shoulders.Ā  I’d either pass or fail, after writing, reviewing and handing it in, there was nothing more I could do.Ā  Pass or fail.

Passed

 

I woke to a very happy email this morning that said I’d successfully completed the theory portion of the program and can now move on to the practical!Ā  I am so relieved that this portion is over!Ā  I have six months to get the theory part scheduled and taken, it’s a 45 minute review and I have no issues with it.Ā  I’m very familiar with the gym, equipment, weights and general fitness so it should be no problem.Ā  However, I am taking a stress-break right now.Ā  My personal care, fitness and life enjoyment took a back seat over the last month and a half (stress, I hate you!) and I’m going to spend the next few weeks putting things back together.

I’m nearly criminal when it comes to procrastinating and then having things to do looming over me increases whatever stress I’m already feeling.Ā  It’s not pretty.Ā  For instance I received my T4 to file my income taxes about two months ago.Ā  The cut off is in 6 days.Ā  Every night I would go to bed thinking ā€œShit, I have to do my taxesā€ which was combined with ā€œShit, I need to spend more time studyingā€ sprinkled with a bit of ā€œShit, I need to get an appointment to fix my demolition buggyā€.Ā  OK…my Jetta….but it’s seriously turning into a demolition buggy!Ā  So imagine how toxic my wellbeing was feeling with those three big things plus the regularly HUGE list of ordinary stuff that needs to get done.Ā  Not ideal.Ā  Makes me exhausted and chubby and crabby.Ā  And yes, stress DOES make you chubby, especially around the mid section.Ā  FFS.

So, Wednesday I filed my taxes ($15 refund, thanks very much!), last night I wrote and passed my exam and this morning I left a message for the body shop to call me back for an appt.Ā  My three stress causers are done.Ā  PHEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!

Do I believe that I’ve learned a lesson about my chronic procrastinating?Ā  Nope.Ā  I really don’t.Ā  It’s how I am.Ā  I try to recognize and revise it but so far that hasn’t really worked.Ā  But for now, my stressors are over, my mind and heart are feeling light and free and I’m going to embrace it….as odd as it feels.

Thank you SO much to the friends online and in real life who have been so supportive and encouraging, it means the world to me.Ā  You know who you are!

Well,That Was Startling!

I knew I wasn’t imagining it when, these past few weeks, I’ve been feeling a little uncomfortable in anything that wasn’t yoga pants….but heading to the gym this morning and seeing myself in the Big Room of Mirrors was a little….disappointing…but at the same time….not.

 

The disappointing part was that I have a little work to do.Ā  It’s not a complete shit-show, just a couple months of determined, focused hard work at the gym and in the kitchen and the me in the mirror will be matching the me in my mind in no time flat!Ā  It’s so funny how we can convince ourselves that things-are-fine-leave-me-alone-a-little-ok-enormous-amount-of-chocolate-is-fine-I’ll-burn-it-off-stop-looking-at-me!Ā  I was actually quite tempted this morning to step on the scale and put a number to the drama…..but I didn’t.Ā  What’s the point?Ā  I can see me in the mirror, I know where I am and I know where I should be. Ā I suppose sometimes the scale-standing is how people can easily see if things are out of hand and need the reins pulled back.Ā  But don’t you know that anyway?Ā  Don’t you already sort of know when things don’t look as nice or you can’t immediately put on anything in your closet and rock it?Ā  Don’t you sort of already know when your face looks a bit puffy a few mornings in a row?Ā  Don’t you sort of already know when you’ve been eating shit and not exercising?Ā  I know already and for that reason I am not willing to get sucked back into the lunacy that is the weight-scale.

 

So ya, this morning was a bit disappointing….although when I really think about it, I have nothing to be surprised about.Ā  It wasn’t just the last couple weeks of not going to the gym, it’s more like a month of hit or miss exercise and too much unrestricted sugar eating.Ā  Disappointing because had I not crapped out for a month I wouldn’t be ā€œstarting againā€.Ā  Alas, I love starting again.Ā  I used to hate it.Ā  I’d get injured or sick or stressed or whatever and I’d have to start over and I hated it.Ā  Now?Ā  I don’t mind.Ā  ā€œStarting overā€ just means that life was going on and while admittedly I would prefer that life happen AND I stay fit and in the gym consistently, I don’t really mind that I don’t/can’t.Ā  That’s just not the way I’m built.Ā  I push and kick and fight and try and dig as much as I can.Ā  But when things get to be too stressful or too busy or too overwhelming, I lay down the optional stuff and focus on getting by/through/over whatever it is.Ā  It’s taken me a long time to learn this about myself; a long time to not immediately beat myself up about breaks or hiatuses but to ride them out, know there is an end date and then ā€œstart overā€.Ā 

 

So this morning was my 2,146,232nd ā€œstart overā€.Ā  Won’t be the last, either!Ā  I did 140# leg presses, 36 assisted pull-ups (the machine took on 105 pounds of me, I did the rest), some weighted split squats, some ham curls, some straight-arm lat pulldowns, some tricep kicks and then I ran on the treadmill for .75 of a mile before I stretched and headed home.Ā  Not so shabby!Ā  Today I had green salad with chicken for breakfast and it’s spaghetti squash with ginger beef & broccoli for lunch.Ā  Lots of water throughout the day and tonight we’re having turkey-stuffed portabella mushrooms and salad for dinner.Ā  Gym tomorrow morning.

 

It feels so good to have a plan.Ā  It makes the extra jiggle in the tummy mean absolutely nothing because when you’re doing all the right things, nothing else matters.Ā  Do you feel better when you have a plan in place?Ā  Does it make the fact that you’re not ā€œthereā€ yet matter less when you’re working through a strategic plan?

Taking Advantage

 

I am taking advantage of the gorgeous weather we’re about to have and doing some spring cleaning….inside of myself.Ā  It is no secret that the last couple of weeks have sucked a bit for me (world events aside, I’m talking about personal, everyday life).Ā  It is maybe a bit more of a secret that during the suckage I’ve not been doing the things to make myself feel better/move forward and I’ve even done a couple things that are directly the opposite of what my personal philosophy dictates.

But….it’s all good.Ā  In friendship and in this blog world we all draw on each other; for entertainment and hope and camaraderie and strength and motivation and inspiration.Ā  As I’ve said before, I refuse to only report the successes and the positives because that is not what real life is like.Ā  I don’t do fake.Ā  So the reality is that I am/was on a down-tick and this morning I’ve slammed the door to that room shut and I’m going to force an up-tick, asap!

When my coffee is finished I’ll be drinking water.Ā  When it’s breakfast time I’ll be eating green salad with chicken.Ā  When it’s lunchtime I’ll be eating veggies and protein. When it’s dinnertime, more of the same.Ā  Over my lunch break I’ll be studying for Thursday’s exam.Ā  When tomorrow morning comes I’ll be in the gym.Ā  When I crave sugar (which….in some people brings the same reaction as snorting cocaine….so don’t anyone try to tell me that sugar is not addictive!) I will…..I don’t know…..drink water, pet the dog, go outside, go to bed, paint my nails, brush my teeth….something….anything to kill the sugar monster!Ā  When I’m annoyed that my tummy is a bit bloated I’m going to give it a nice pat and reaffirm my plans.Ā  Water, clean eating, gym.Ā  Water, clean eating, gym.Ā 

Life is hard.Ā  Sometimes it’s not hard but lazy.Ā  Sometimes it’s even just for fun.Ā  One aspect of my ā€œpersonal philosophyā€ mentioned above is to do more that is right than is wrong.Ā  So now that my personal ā€œhardā€ has abated, I’m going to banish lazy and redefine fun and kick as much of my own ass as I can.Ā  Because ā€œhardā€ will come again.Ā  Maybe in a month, maybe not for a few months.Ā  You never know when life is going to kick you in the soft parts so working hard in the inbetween times is crucial to making it through the rough times!

Anyone who wants to text me at 4am tomorrow morning, you let me know and I’ll send you my cell number!Ā  It’s going to be a ROUGH get up after two weeks off…..

Our weekend was pretty good, a few pics below of a group doggie walk, the hilarity of trying to crack a macadamia nut and the 80 pounds I am forced to work around if I want to lay on the couch in my pajamas!

 

7 Hours In The Making

I tried to write a blog post today………I picked at it in between taking advil for the smashing headache I have and putting out massive bonfires at work and now, 7 hours after first starting to write it, I give up.Ā  It wasn’t even a very well written post and didn’t talk about anything particularly useful.

In a nutshell…..

  • I haven’t been to the gym in two weeks and I feel that in every fibre of my emotional and physical wellbeing
  • I’m getting my hair cut tonight which I hate doing but which needs doing and hasn’t been done in over 6 months
  • I was in a car accident yesterday afternoon which really hurts my feelings…and Snowflake’s front quarter panel!
  • We’re taking our motorhome on an adventure tomorrow whereby I will pack a picnic
  • We’re going to climb a mountain on Sunday whereby I will pack the same picnic as the day before
  • My exam is on Thursday….I’ll either pass or not pass.Ā 

That’s really it.Ā  I’m crossing my fingers for a relaxing and yet productive weekend filled with a nice mix of exercise, wine and husband cuddling.Ā  I’m going to try out a new recipe over the weekend as well and hoping it works out well, could be a keeper!

I’ll leave you with this….a dog’s eye view of our walk the other day.

Dogs Eye View

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